Having a good couple of days...

I don't know what happened but for the first time in a long long time, I am having a good couple of days.

Got together with my close friend for lunch yesterday and chatted with her for a long time and discuss life and where things are going. Things were hectic for her but I know that I can only tell her to relax for a few minutes while she catches her breath. I listened to her to talk about her life is changing and she needs to experience some new adventures alone and she should not be afraid and just do it. Just very happy that I can support her and tell her that everything will be ok.

Leaving her for the day, I felt like that I had this huge block lifted off me because I been depressed and in the pits for a long time and I am just happy to know that we have put our differences behind us and know that we still deeply care about each other deep inside. Certainly the rich feelings of warmth and love.

What can I say? No matter what happens or how bad things can become, having close and deep relationships or friendships is what the feeling we as human strive for. It gives us security, it gives us strength, it gives us serenity, it gives us comfort, it gives us warmth, it gives us the most important thing of love.

I cannot explain it but I been happy with my friends in Hanoi and with my co-workers... I am not losing my anger as much and focusing on getting the job done. Things are shaping as a team and we are completing the weekly tasks that I have assigned.

As I learned in my spiritual program in the past, it's all about one day at a time. I am happy to tell my journal that today I feel good and I am grateful for it.